HENING 3

Apa Yang Aku Cari Wahai Malam

Penantian panjang yang tak berujung terasa kelam

Bukan kudiam terdiam dan menggenggam satu gumpalan

Aku bertanya…berharap malaikat menjawab tanyaku

Aku, hanya bertanya selalu bertanya dalam diamnya malam

Wahai alam….heningnya malam bersama kokok ayam yang terus mengiringi doa malamku, berharap berjuta Malaikai ..mendengar tanyaku

Heningku, aku bertanya..bolehkah aku lelah…? bolehkah aku membantah…?

Aku ingin sebait jawaban saja…

Tenangkanlah hatiku dengan damai hati yang takkan pernah berhenti

Hening……sejenak

Perasaan yang kian tak menentu

Rasa lelah yang kian resah…

Aku..masih membutuhkan doanya

Tapi….aku lelah….

Hati kecil..dan bisikin yang tak menentu mengusik keheningan segumpal hati

Aku hanya ingin bertanya…lelahkah wahai malaikat tak bersayap..?

Doa terbaik selalu mengiringi malaikat tak bersayap..yang selalu aku jaga

Manusia..memang tempatnya salah dan ada rasa titik dimana lelah

Bukan..bukan..bukan….bukan aku mengeluh….aku hanya ingin bertanya..,dan meminta jawabMU wahai RabbKU Yang Maha Segalanya

Aku…hanya memohon yang terbaik…bukan aku kalah…menyerah…dan lelah…

Tapi…aku manusia biasa…dan malaikat tak bersayapku manusia biasa yang luar biasa bagiku

Lelah hati….adakah obatnya…? yaa ..obatnya adalah kesabaran yang tak berujung…karena pelajaran tersulit adalah SABAR

Tak..ada air mata malam ini..dalam sajadah panjangku… Entahlah…mungkin…aku ..sudah lelah….begitu juga..malaikat tak bersayap…kurasakan dalam tatapan matanya

Doaku…..yang terbaik menurut Engkau Yaa Rabb…..

Kupejamkan mata ini…….mencoba meraih …mencoba dan terus mencoba..dalam kesabaran dan penuh rasa sadar

– dewi saghay-

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